Thursday, August 23, 2012
roo key - rookie
1:43 PM
By jen the man
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Monday, August 20, 2012
my heart and mind is so so so burdened by the visa issue.. reminds me of what I was going through last year.
but I am not going to let this take over my love and obedience for God.
In God I trust.
10:27 PM
By jen the man
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Thursday, August 16, 2012
thinking back, I never knew Jialin or Tiff would like me.
ZZZ I thought I made it clear to them before we spent more time together.
is it really all me? or are these girls not mature enough to handle platonic friendships? or are girls just like that?
9:06 PM
By jen the man
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Tuesday, August 14, 2012
I really want to honour God in every aspect of my life
10:30 AM
hello hello
I reckon this will sound immature to you people,
but I am not going to have a conversation longer than 5 minutes than any single girls (Asian)
August 2012
10:26 AM
By jen the man
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Sunday, August 12, 2012
Indeed my prayers were heard by God. He really allowed for circumstances that broke my heart, in and out.
I am going to overcome all these with God's strength.
Now I know what Jesus felt, not entirely but at least a tiny bit. His was more agonizing and heart-wrenching that is for sure. When He took up the cross, He knew He was dying for people who didn't understand, for people who were hard to love, people who judged him before they knew the truth.
No one knows what is happening between me and Santa now, except for her and me. I won't tell others of the stuff she told me, that she has some feelings for me and that she allowed me time to be assured of my interest in her. All the time we spent together, her hands I held, my face she touched. Why do I have to tell anyone about this, Jesus, aren't you the only mediator between us and God?
Accountability you might say, who are you to be deserving of my accountability? Even before you heard from me, you tried on your own means to sought answers. Trust? When you guys went ahead of waiting for me to reveal to you guys what is happening, trust was already tested. The things that came out from your mouths dispel any love or grace you say you have for me as a brother.
Even my housemate, really? And you told me you really respected privacy and the disclosed and private sharing of information. So I confided in you and threaded on my lines of trust with people. Next thing I know, whatever is told to you, another person has knowledge of.
Love? Trust?
Broken.
7:02 PM
By jen the man
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Monday, August 06, 2012
people come and go.. the only one who doesn't leave is God.
thank you God.
i just don't like the feeling of close ones leaving
4:13 PM