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Monday, May 30, 2011

wow my last post was on the 25th of october, 2010. that's a pretty long time ago, hmmm. yea so im back for awhile, theres so much pent up, accrued feelings in me that i can't say out verbally. thoughts that i shouldn't harbour, feelings that shouldn't be manifested..

i want to say i love u but i can't because i can't. lord, help me lord. have u ever met someone u like so much, so much till this fondness spans over more than half a year, well it's quite huge for me, i haven't met anyone like her before. and i always get what i want but this time, i can't. haha. so sad right.

lord, forgive this sinner of me lord, father God, my soul is tainted with sinful desires father i pray and ask of u to wash these sins of my heart and mind completely lord. renew in me a love for you instead of man. for God, your love is greater than all else o God. Amen

let me go read the bible, yea that's what i really need to do instead of delving deeper in this pit

11:09 AM


By jen the man

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